Wednesday, December 5, 2007

AHAHAHAH!!! Jenna is 4 years old

Today was a very hard reality for me. I'm getting older and I have always thought my birthdays would be harder as I got older. I have learned today my daughters birthday is much harder than my own. Me having a birthday is no big deal, no big celebration, and the day is easily forgotten. But Jenna's birthday is a very big deal, with multiple party's, and lots of attention for her, reminding me that I'm getting older. It's hard to believe she was born 4 years ago. This day comes after my exciting news, about no long being able to create such beautiful offspring. Today is the reason why I had the vasectomy, so I don't have a day of amnesia. I loved my babies but it much easier when they can do things on there own like walk and talk. Mikayla is almost there and I don't want to start over. The scariest thoughts I have are about there teen years. The mall makes me twitch, because of all the teen idiots that are there. Hopefully my girls wont be idiots.
smm

1 comment:

Nicole Abbott-Pohl said...

With you and Kristina for parents I would be very surprised if both of your girls don't turn out wonderfully. They are some lucky kids.